Jayadeb, when you are in Kolkata, do
find time to visit your aunt Aatmaja.She is elder to me. We were very close in
our younger days. She is alone after her daughter had passed away. I will give
you name of the village. It is not very far from Dakshineswar as she used to
visit the temple frequently,’ said Shubodra to her son and added with a smile,
“Do not forget to take some good mishti.
She has a sweet tooth.”
“I will try my best Ma to meet her, But
I remember your telling that we have to cross a river through a bamboo bridge
to reach her village. I am scared a bit but do not worry, I will call on her,
“replied Jayadeb. He knew that there was no possibility of his mother ever visiting
India again and meeting her cousin at this advanced age.
When his work mainly at Delhi was
finished, he went to Kharagpur to deliver a lecture at his alma mater. He took
an Uber taxi at Howrah station and gave the name of the nondescript village
that was not far from Dakshineswar and home for the world famous Kali shrine. He
bought on the way three kinds of sweets for his aunt whose face he did not
recollect. To make things easy for the driver, Jayadeb told him about the
access to village only through a bamboo bridge. The driver assured him that with
this vital clue he should be able to find the place.
Generally, Bengalis are god fearing
people and revered Kali Ma much. But Jayadeb was an agnostic though he did not
mind his mother or wife doing puja or observing rituals. He took after his
father in this trait much to the disappointment of the members on the distaff
side.
After a few enquiries at teashops and from
passersby, he alighted at a point close to bamboo bridge. The sky was overcast
though it was mid-day but there was no sign of any rain. He walked a short
distance to the foot of the bridge. The state of the dilapidated bridge shocked
him and in many places he noticed there were wide gaps on the pathway with
bamboos missing or holding on from one side rendering it totally unfit for
children and elderly. The railings to hold on both sides were not strongly attached.
This must be a very old bridge not maintained properly, he thought. There was
no one on the bridge save one person who had almost reached the other end. This
gave Jayadeb some confidence. There was a slight soothing breeze and he could
see the bridge sway slightly.
He started walking slowly taking each
step carefully. The bridge was about 200 feet in length. He gained confidence
as he cautiously advanced. He could see no boat on the river near the bridge
save two or three near the shore on the other side of the river. As he slowly
treaded, he felt a drop of water on his face and the breeze gaining intensity.
The bridge started swaying a little more like a swing frightening him no end.
The river was flowing with swift current. Hearing a crashing sound, he turned
behind in trepidation to see a part of the bridge turned at an angle of 450.There
was no way of turning back after this development. The bridge in front swayed
dangerously as the wind gathered momentum. Luckily there was no rain but only a
mild drizzle making the bamboo pathway slippery. Confused and disoriented at
the way things changed suddenly, he turned his head on all sides to find a way
to escape.
It was then he saw at a distance a
temple tower that was possibly not Dakshineswar temple. The sight of tower
brought back to his mind the puja his wife did devoutly to Kali Ma back at home
and he involuntarily uttered “Kali Ma, save me from this mess. You alone have
the power to rescue me” Another sound this time of thunder and the bridge
behind him at a distance turned from 450 to 900.He cried
out aloud “Kali Ma Kali Ma, I seek refuge in you. Please do not let me down.”
It was then he heard a squeaky voice
from below, “Babu moshai, jump down, jump right away, the bridge is
collapsing.”
Holding the railing he looked down to
see in amazement a small girl of about 10 years dusky in complexion in a round
boat waving at him and signaling him to jump. The water was about 15 feet below
and he was hesitating wondering whether it was deep enough to avoid injury.
“Do not hesitate. You are in danger.
Jump immediately.” shouted the girl frantically.
The next moment he jumped into the river
and the girl quickly rowed the round boat near him and helped him inside even as
the boat swayed. She took him safely, though the current and wind was heavy, to
the shore near which he was dropped by taxi.
“What is your name? But for you I would
have gone. I thank you very much for saving my life,” he said patting her.
“I am Shyama but my friends call me
Bhavani too,” she replied with a bewitching smile that was heightened by the
deep dimple on both cheeks.
He took out a 500 rupee note and gave
her.
” No need to pay. I do not ply boat for
money. When I saw you in deep trouble, I came to your rescue. Go to
Dakshinewar.It is very near. Kali Ma is waiting for you. You can go to the
other side of the river by a steel bridge,” she said and gave that enchanting
smile again as she ran away towards the river.
Jayadeb stood transfixed looking at the
receding girl. Suddenly she could not be seen. He walked towards the shore to
see the boat. The boat too was not there. How could she and the boat vanish in
a trice, wondered Jayadeb as he walked to the road. An unconscious change had
come about him and he felt he was strongly pulled by Kali Ma at Dakshineswar.
He took a bus.
Once inside the temple, he stood entranced,
even as the bells were clanging loudly along with the blowing of conches, before
Kali Ma’s captivating presence. He could not see the traditional dark image
with red eyes and protruding tongue but that of a dusky girl with dimples and
smile of enthralling beauty. He realized Her infinite compassion and stood a
transformed man.
He stayed for two hours before taking a
taxi to his aunt’s house. When he met her with fresh packets of sweets and Mishti doi and narrated the incident,
aunt was quick to rebuke him telling,
“Did no one caution you that the bridge
is in disuse and no one uses it for a long time. The figure of a man you said
you saw on the bridge could be a ghost of one of the many who lost their lives
by falling from the bridge. It is not Bhavani the girl who rescued you but
Bhavadarini Herself in the form of a girl. You are so blessed to have spoken to Her, even patted Her and had Her darshan in real. Shubodra, my cousin, is lucky
indeed to have you as son."