When I was hesitant to approach him, I heard him say, “It is
late, Beti. Tell me where you wish to go. I will drop you safely”
“How much would you want to go to Paschim Vihar near Jwala
Heri Market?”
“Pay me whatever the meter shows. It has not been tampered
with”
“Are you crazy? It is biting cold outside and windy too. Do
not be afraid,” he said and continued to cover the openings despite my demur. I
was tired and in no mood to argue. I hoped he would not engage me in
conversation.
“Who is not well? Any of your close relatives?” he asked as
the auto rickshaw started moving along the ring road. I knew he would ferret
out more information from me. I did not reply him.
“It is ok if you do not wish to answer. Your fear is
justifiable. The city has gone to dogs in the last three years by the wicked
acts of a few but bringing a bad reputation to many,” he said
“Sorry, it is not like that. I am very tired and stressed
out. It is my dear uncle who is in hospital,” I replied
“I am sorry. Do you mind my smoking a beedi? It is very
cold”
“No, you can smoke”, I said. I was not taken in by his
deferential attitude and questions that expressed concern. I was happy that I
was not travelling in a speeding car. Three-wheelers are slow-moving vehicles
with openings on both sides. The driver was also within reach. I unzipped my
bag and took the pepper spray bottle in my hands.
He did not talk thereafter and continued to drive the
vehicle at steady speed. It was dark and slightly foggy outside. I could only
see the speeding street lights. I knew we had crossed JorBagh and were nearing
Naraina. It was a desolate patch for a short distance. The vehicle made strange
sounds with jerks before it came to a grinding halt. I looked out. It was dark.
“Do not worry. I will set it right in a few minutes,” he
said as he climbed down the vehicle.
It was 11.45 pm. Some cars whizzed past. Memories of the gruesome
rape of a young and unsuspecting lady came to my mind. Is this a ruse and a
prelude to some sinister act? I wondered. The pepper spray gave me some
confidence.
As if he read my mind, I heard him sighing from the darkness.
“I know you are thinking of the recent rape and wondering why this man has
stopped the vehicle. The snag is set right and we will be proceeding to Jwala
Heri market now”
I did not like his presumptuous remark about the recent rape
I cursed myself that my mobile was without charge, but pretended to speak to my
dad, telling him that I am stuck near Naraina and would be home in 30 minutes.
As we were crossing Punjabi Bagh, he admonished me for
travelling late in the night: “Don’t you educated people ever learn that Delhi
is unsafe in the night for women? Why do you young women tempt the evil-minded
drivers by travelling alone?” he said
My anger grew at his audacity to advise me on what I should
or not do. I decided not to answer him then but to give a piece of my mind when
I reached my complex. I could see the vehicle turn onto Paschim Vihar Road, and
my fears subsided when I saw the familiar surroundings. I was ready to forgive
his unsolicited advice.
As he drew the vehicle to a stop after reaching my complex,
I checked the meter and gave him 50 rupees more than the entitled night fare.
Instead of accepting the money, I saw him crying and wiping his eyes with a
kerchief. I asked him what the matter was and why he was sobbing. “Nothing,
young lady”, he said
When I insisted on knowing, he replied, “Last year on this
date in the same month, my daughter of your age foolishly but innocently took a
three-wheeler during a late-night shift. The driver stopped midway and took
another accomplice in the vehicle only to destroy her dignity at a lonely
place. She committed suicide the next day. Memories of her filled my mind when I saw you
looking for a vehicle. Maybe I should not have advised you”
“I am extremely sorry, uncle, for misjudging all by the
nefarious acts of a few. I have no words to express my sadness at your grief.
Here, have some more money,” I said as I opened the purse.
“I don’t need any money, Beti. I want only my daughter back,”
he said as he cried inconsolably.



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