(A story written 11 years back have not been read by many current readers).
Venkat was in class seven. He was taking regular
tuition from his Sanskrit teacher as his father wanted him to become proficient
in that language. He went to his master’s house in the evenings to learn. His
teacher was dark complexioned, frail and small built man in his early forties.
His teeth were not aligned properly and he had a dangling tuft in the unkempt
hair that was not tied properly. His face always bristled with unshaven hair.
He was on the whole an unattractive person. But he was a great scholar of
gentle disposition and soft in words. One rarely saw him smile. He had a soft
corner for Venkat as he was studious and excelled soon in Sanskrit.
The teacher’s wife slightly taller than him, very
fair and was exceptionally beautiful. Slightly plump with a twinkle in her
eyes, she was always well dressed and appeared graceful in her deportment. She
must have been younger by more than ten years to the teacher. She too liked Venkat
very much, called him Venky affectionately and gave him often some delicacies
to eat while running her hand over his head.
Venkat found that his teacher was always morose and
lost in thought when he was with him teaching Sanskrit in the evenings. The
lady would be watching TV serials or reading some film magazines or novels. He
had not seen them talking much with each other. There was always a constricted atmosphere
in the house. But when the teacher was not around, Venkat could see her happily
laughing and playing with him or with the small babies from the adjoining
houses. Venkat felt that the couple did not get along well as they had no
children of their own.
The teacher had a strange habit of forgetting to
bring something or the other to the school. He would send Venkat almost daily
to his house during the day at no fixed hours asking him to bring a book, a pen
or lunch box. When he returned he used to pat him and ask him whether he saw
anyone in the house. Venkat would reply that he saw none as auntie always gave
the article through the window. It appeared to the boy that the teacher was not
satisfied with his reply. Months flew by but the routine remained unchanged.
One afternoon when Venkat went to the house, he did
not knock the door as he usually did but peeped in through the window that was not
fully closed. To his great shock, he saw an uncle reclined on the lap of auntie
and both of them laughing about something. Venkat quietly withdrew and knocked
the door and asked for the book the teacher had forgotten. As usual she did not
open the door but gave him the book through the window before closing it fully.
Venkat was confused whether to tell the teacher or
not. To his young mind it struck for the first time that auntie was not good.
He started disliking her but did not tell the teacher what he saw. He felt sad
for some unknown reason for his teacher. Nevertheless, he chose to peep through
the window thereafter whenever there was a vent before knocking the door. He
found the same uncle frequently in the house hugging the auntie or caressing
her till one day the auntie found out the peeping Tom.
She pushed the man aside and came running to Venkat
highly excited asking him how long he was there. Venkat pretended that he had
just come and gave no indication of what he saw. She did not appear convinced
of what he told her. She said she was afraid thinking that a stranger was
peeping when she was alone in the house. She asked him to wait and brought a
box full of chocolates. She told him after giving the box that she liked him
very much and that he should not peep in future. On his way to the school Venkat
threw the box in disgust into the garbage bin.
It was a week after this incident one day when he
came to the school in the morning, he found all the teachers standing outside
in groups talking in hushed tones with many boys milling around. Sensing
something amiss he went near them only to learn that his beloved Sanskrit
master had committed suicide in the early hours of the day.
The teachers were all discussing what could be the
reason for him to take this extreme step of hanging at this young age. He had
no worries financial or otherwise and seemed happily married to a charming
wife. What more one could want? True he had no children but these days so many
people adopt children. None were wiser for the reason the gentle teacher chose
to inflict upon himself this ultimate and irreversible punishment.
Tears trickled from Venkat’s eyes. But he was
determined to remain quiet to keep his revered teacher’s fair name and dignity
unsullied by lowly gossip.
