Sharmila was restless. Her daughter, Anita, kept asking how soon they would see Grandmaa. Unable to hide her anxiety, she urged her husband, Ravi, to drive faster.
Ravi frowned. “The road’s
not only kutcha but dusty and uneven. I can’t go any faster. It’s just forty
miles away. We’ll be there in about an hour, maybe a little more.”
“I know,” Sharmila sighed,
her voice trembling. “But you’ll never understand the agony and suspense I’m
going through.” She started reminiscing about that fateful day as she often did.
That morning had turned
her world upside down. The truth had slipped out not through confession, but by
accident. Her parents had guarded a secret for twenty-seven years, one that
might never have come to light if her uncle hadn’t blurted it out.
Her uncle had come to his
brother’s house, unaware that Sharmila had come to her parents’ place the previous
night for the weekend. As he stepped into the living room, he casually asked
her father, “Where is your adopted daughter?”
Her father’s face went
pale. He hastily signalled his brother to be silent, pressing a finger to his
lips. But it was too late as Sharmila, in the next room, had heard everything.
She saw the gesture, the alarm in her father’s eyes.
Her heart pounding, she
walked straight to her parents. “Is it true?” she demanded. “Am I adopted? And
if so, why have you hidden it from me all these years?”
The shock and guilt on her
mother’s face were answer enough. Tears welled in Sharmila’s eyes. “I don’t
need excuses,” she said softly. “Just tell me, who are my real parents?”
Cornered, her father
finally spoke. “Yes, you were adopted,” he admitted. “But we don’t know who
your father is. You were left outside our gate one night by a woman who didn’t
want to be seen. We heard your cries and rushed out. When we found her running
away, we stopped her and assured her that we’d take care of you as our own, as we
had no children. We only asked that she never try to claim you. She agreed,
saying you were born out of wedlock. We gave her some money… and she left.”
Sharmila’s voice shook.
“What was her name? Did she ever come back to see me?”
“She said her name was
Singaram,” her father replied. “Yes, we used to see her sometimes, standing
quietly outside the compound, watching you play or walk to school. She never
spoke to you, but we’d often see her wiping away tears. She seemed… happy just
to see you.”
Her mother added softly,
“She lived in a small village near Kanchipuram, about fifty miles away. She was
very poor, so we helped her whenever we could. But after you married and left,
she stopped coming.”
Now, as the car neared the
village, Anita clapped her hands in excitement. “We’ll see Grandma soon! She’ll
tell me stories, right, Amma?”
Ravi smiled faintly but
said nothing. When they reached the village, he asked a few locals about a
woman named Singaram. Most didn’t know until an old man pointed toward a small
hut at the end of a narrow lane.
As they approached, they
saw two women in their fifties chatting outside. Ravi greeted them politely and
asked, “Do you know anyone named Singaram who lives here?”
One woman narrowed her
eyes. “Why do you ask? Who are you people? You look well-off.”
The other woman, silent
till then, studied Sharmila and little Anita closely. Her eyes softened, but
she said nothing.
Ravi explained, “We’ve
come looking for her… to ask about her daughter.”
At this, the silent woman
suddenly spoke, as if in haste. “Yes, Singaram lived here—but she left about
three months ago. Didn’t say where she was going. Just… disappeared. She seemed
happy, though.”
Sharmila broke down,
sobbing quietly. Ravi placed his arm around her shoulders and gently led her
back to the car. “Come on,” he said softly. “There’s no point staying. We’ll
find her somehow.”
When the car disappeared
down the dusty road, the first woman turned to her companion. “Singaram,” she
whispered, “why did you lie? That beautiful lady must surely be your daughter.
And the little girl, your granddaughter. Don’t you know that?”
Tears flowed in Singaram’s
eyes as she looked at the fading car. “I know,” she said quietly. “But I don’t
want to disturb her peace and happy life. Let her mother ever remain a memory.
It’s better this way for everyone.”

Each such story has its own heart-ache and justifiable reasoning. Some move on. Some don’t. We can only respect their emotions and decisions, without judging them.
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She was happy that her daughter lived a peaceful, normal life. She wouldn't have been able to give that life to her. But it was a sort of punishment for her which she didn't deserve. Well narrated story, Kp ....Sandhya
ReplyDeleteUnexpected ending quite unbelievable
ReplyDeleteVery nice. Ramakrishnan.
ReplyDeleteA lovely story well narrated. Singaram is an epitome of the quote "Mother is a selfless and loving person who will sacrifice everything for her child." The gesture of Sharmila's parents towards Singaram is wonderful, too.
ReplyDeleteSingaram has no choice but to feign ignorance !
ReplyDeleteWhat Singaram did to Sharmila and Anita is not fair to them.
ReplyDeleteNice srory
ReplyDeleteOne of those stories where everyone is good and are just instruments of destiny. I personally feel that children who are adopted even in infancy deserve to be told about their adoption. The when can be decided by the parents. Because the later in life the children get to know it, mostly inadvertently, the more it affects them psychologically. -- Thangam
ReplyDeletePoignant story, rings true. Well done! Arvind Rajan
ReplyDelete"I don’t want to disturb her peace and happy life. Let her mother ever remain a memory. It’s better this way for everyone.” The mother has given "the Crux" of the story. Brilliant end to a poignant story.
ReplyDeleteVery nice ending to the story.
ReplyDeleteBeautifully rendered story mama - but I feel Sharmila and her daughter deserve to know about Singaram. It would have made all their lives complete - now Sharmila would constantly be searching for her mother throughout her life.
ReplyDeleteWhat an impactful name has the author chosen for the story!
ReplyDeleteThough unquestionably a noble act, the very act of adoption has continued to remain a totally vexed issue in our society, particularly for the actual stakeholders in the process.
Having to abandon one's own child for reasons beyond one's control is totally a heartbreaking event for the biological parents, particularly the mother, leaving a permanent scar.
For the foster parents, the very thought of estrangement of an adopted child brought up with tenderness since infancy is so overbearing that they are in a perennial dilemma when to divulge the truth to the adopted child or even whether to divulge it at all!
For the child who gets adopted, it is surely a journey towards a secure life, but the very revealition of the harsh fact of having been abandoned once, leaves a very deep wound raising questions in the mind like why it had to be me! Some among them who cannot accept everything very normally, are overcome with the urge to trace and meet the real parents to deal with the complex feelings they have about the real parents!
In the story, the author has created the characters of the foster parents, the adopted girl and the biological mother absolutely realistically. But even among all these characters, particular mention must be made of the biological mother Singaram who could rise beyond her personal interest and natural urge by hiding her identity to ensure that her daughter's settled life doesn't get disbalanced!
Very nice story.The last surprise was most unexpected. PKR
ReplyDeleteVery nice story.i was expecting the end in a different way. but I am sure this is the best ending .gripping narration.
ReplyDeleteBeautifully written, and even more Beautifully titled! I began to ponder as usual about the story, something the author succeeds with grandeur every time - who's ignorantly blissful, if at all there's Bliss anywhere - is one person's ignorance another one's Bliss? Myriad possibilities but all realistic! That's the beauty in storytelling! Kudos!
ReplyDeleteThe title draws you in, and the suspense keeps you there till the end.
ReplyDeleteHeartbreaking but nevertheless a story that is woven around the choices one makes and how families are made with such right choices! A poignant tale of joy, distress and sacrifice. Beautiful!
ReplyDeleteTough circumstances compel people to make tough decisions. It’s good that Singaram lived up to her promise. Her “real’ parents, of course, are the ones who raised her. — Deepak
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